It all started in elementary school with my very first standardized test. I was so excited and prepared for it all at the time. I finished the test and felt pretty good about everything. When the results came in, I passed in every category except for the reading/writing part of the test. I was devastated! Ever since that experience I have never had any desire to improve my writing skills because I thought that I would always be a terrible writer. And, to this day I am a very troubled reader. These experiences lowered my confidence when it came to anything related to school work.
On a positive note, today my relationship with reading and writing has improved. Nowadays, I enjoy spending a lot of time writing poetry. As far as reading goes, I do enjoy a good book every now and then. Struggling with reading and writing has definitely caused a lot of pain and discomfort, but as I continue to improve those skills I am learning to enjoy reading and writing.After one semester in an intensive reading class in high school, I improved my FSA score to a solid level 4 and my teacher, Ms. Garcia helped me to believe in myself. If it were not for my parents forcing me to pursue a college degree, I would not be enrolled today. Thankfully, they believe in me and push me; otherwise, I would not have attempted college at all. I am appreciative of my struggle because it taught me to be thankful for how much progress I have made when it comes to literacy.
I am so proud of you! Please continue to push yourself to be the best you can be. Reading is so important in life and the more you read the better you will get. It is a great accomplishment to have over come your struggle of reading and turn it into something positive. As for writing I think that is a great way to express your feelings and I think it will help you become a better reader. I am very impressed by your determination to future your education. I wish you the very best in life and hope you continue to have confidence in yourself. Always remember you have come this far you can do anything you want just believe in yourself!
ReplyDeleteWow you hit home for me with struggling with reading and writing, I'm right there with you. I did however as a senior in high school read to the 2nd graders. Yes I was reading 2nd grade books, but it taught me to slow down and I retained what I read. I'm going to steal you poetry idea, I might not be writing hallmark cards but I will begin with small passages. Some of the greatest song writers are poets, like Bob Dylan. I never worried about a grade, I was concerned with pass or fail, thank you for your Blog, Mike Melhado.
ReplyDeleteYou are very courageous to open up about your struggles with reading/writing, and your determination to face your fears with determination. Many others will be greatly motivated by your transparency. Certainly, you do have writing skills. It seems that your heart and mind meld together and pour out on the page. Very relational! I am a "late bloomer" myself. It's in our DNA. Ole Papaw.
ReplyDeleteI really related to the fact that you had a bad experience but that made you work harder. I remember going through the F.C.A.T. and being so nervous to take it. Growing up I also had trouble with reading but after working at it with my teachers it improved. I'm glad that you kept pushing yourself and didn't just give up because many times that is what people do. It is also a extremely good thing that your teacher Ms. Garcia helped you believe in yourself to get you where you needed to be. Neda Okab.
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